I'm kinda sorta back!! I've been extremely busy the past few months. From graduating college to moving back home and going to South Carolina to see my grandparents. Spending time with my girlfriend and looking for a job to...thats right, doing art!! Sorta. I have a number of projects that I've started and worked on, but I havent touched them since I went on vacation. I picked up a freelance job and have been working my ass off. I'm almost done with it too. I can't really show you guys, but if you go to Zooppa.com and look for digimedia, you should be able to see ads for Sun Startup Essentials and Webtel.mobi. I did some of those ads (the 3d and video compositing stuff).

So this past week, I've been a little insecure bitch. I can't seem to stop thinking about Laura. In good ways, absolutely. But I also keep thinking of the bad things that can go wrong. It's awful I dont know why I'm doing it. I think it's because I can't see her. I trust her I really do. I know she'd never cheat or leave me and I'd never do that to her. I love her with all my heart. It's my damn brain. I miss her sooo much combining with stress and the non serious comments from an outside source. Her always seeming distracted this week hasnt helped either. And this has lead me to decide that I should stop pushing church or the gym or eating better on her. I'm not really pushing I should say, but Im not just letting her be "free" either. So I'm gonna stop. I wont mention the gym, I'll only ask about church once during the week.

Well, time to get ready for church. And to shrug off someting from Facebook from a probable drunk man at 3am. What the hell is up w/ my brain!!